haha, ohmylordypants, jag är så raaandom. Det gick förbi en black fella i korridoren nyss. Jag sitter här och är allmänt harmlös men stannade upp och tittade, jag menar stirrade på mig, så jag räckte ut tungan till han. i mean, halla @me om du vill nåt, stå inte bah där å stirra... såjävla ful pojke. Han räckte ut tungan tillbaks, sen gich han vidare. haha.
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
THA REALEST
Im not the cute perfect, pretty, beautiful girl you might want. But what I am, is honest, real, kickass and well experianced. Don't ever try and pick a fight with me cuz i've been through shit and i promise i'd slay you if you ever try and come at me.
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Monday, December 16, 2013
Friday, December 13, 2013
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
hello babies;)
1: Full name: my kerstin josefin lövgren -.-'
2: Age: 17
3: Fears: think not, im fearlees bro!
4: 3 things I love: I can only name one. music.
5: 4 turns on: A guy wit a hat, neck biting ass grabbing and cocoa trees.
6: 4 turns off: really skinny people, septum-piercings, tight jeans (on guys) and pimples;)
7: My favorite ice cream flavor: strawberry
8: Sexual orientation: straight
9: My best first date: i don't date. sry.
10: How tall am I: 1.67 cm;)
11: What do I miss: singinglessons with annelie! :(
12: What time were I born: 13.45
13: Favourite color: balck fits to everything
2: Age: 17
3: Fears: think not, im fearlees bro!
4: 3 things I love: I can only name one. music.
5: 4 turns on: A guy wit a hat, neck biting ass grabbing and cocoa trees.
6: 4 turns off: really skinny people, septum-piercings, tight jeans (on guys) and pimples;)
7: My favorite ice cream flavor: strawberry
8: Sexual orientation: straight
9: My best first date: i don't date. sry.
10: How tall am I: 1.67 cm;)
11: What do I miss: singinglessons with annelie! :(
12: What time were I born: 13.45
13: Favourite color: balck fits to everything
14: Do I have a crush: ohyeah,,
15: Favourite quote: ''you laugh at me 'cus im different, i laugh at y'all coz u all the same''- lady gaga
16: Favourite place: my bed.
17: Favourite food:pancakes!!
18: Do I use sarcasm: cmon, who doesn't? ye ofc I do.
19: What am I listening to right now: kill you- eminem
20: First thing I notice in new person: the eyes
21: Shoe size: 40.. :((
22: Eye color: darkblue... i'd be greeneyed girl if i could choose though.
23: Hair color: brownie buddy!
24: Favourite style of clothing: colorful i think
25: Ever done a prank call?: ohyes!
27: Meaning behind my URL: i am the url.
28: Favourite movie: transformers is a favourite among MANY..
29: Favourite song: i have a hundreds! i think it's a police song at the moment
30: Favourite music genre: alternative rock, hiphop
31: How I feel right now: lonely,no peepz around atm :(
32: Someone I love: elvis our cat:P
33: My current relationship status: single
34: My relationship with my parents: haha yee buddy... what about it.. it aint good, i give you that:P
35: Favourite holiday: halloween's great!
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: i dont have any, but im getting 'em later in life;)
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: i want piercings fucking everywhere it so fucking hot! i wont push-play-pause tattoo, and a nightingale tattoo
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: i wanted to try it..?
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: nah, not really
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: don't have a phone atm.. but when i did there was, yeah.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: yes sir!
42: When did I last hold hands?: like yesterday
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: hours and hours hunnie..
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: yes sir!
45: Where am I right now?: at school
46: If I were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: it would be brian, kyle, hadjer or ramir.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?:
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: ohyes and the rest of the addamsfamily to -.--.-.-.-.-.--''
49: Am I excited for anything? life!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite gender I can tell everything to? : i don't tell Everything to anyone^^
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: way too often
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: ronja, at twelve or something
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: I wouldn't mind at all if he kisses someone else, but feel like watchin it no
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: yes there is..
55: What is something I disliked about today?: viky not being at school :(
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: eminem
57: What do I think about most?: my dreams of becomg a famous singer
58: What’s my strangest talents: i dont have any strange talents ;p
59: Do I have any strange phobias?:to die alone..
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: behind it!
61: What was the last lie I told?: that i wasn't weeping haha... I didn't play him even if him so. I can't fake tears.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: videochattin' yee
63: Do I believe in aliens?: haha. no.
64: Do I believe in magic?: yep
65: Do I believe in luck?:yes sir!
66: What’s the weather like right now?:shitty..
67: What was the last book I’ve read?: hunger games triology!
68: Something i struggle with everyday: smile
69: Do I have any nicknames?: mysan, mysepysn, mysanjao, mysis
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?: never had one :)
71: Do I spend money or save it?: save it-wise guurl!
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?: naaah
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?: a whole fucking table!
74: Favourite animal?: tiger
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: masturbating haha;)
76: least favorite show existing right now: i dunnooo
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: bhemian rhapsody, whistle(haha, that makes me happy? sounds so wrong..) and 'sexy and i know it by lmfao
78: How can you win my heart?: turn just my swagga on;D
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: nightingale
80: What is my favorite word?: *cursewords
15: Favourite quote: ''you laugh at me 'cus im different, i laugh at y'all coz u all the same''- lady gaga
16: Favourite place: my bed.
17: Favourite food:pancakes!!
18: Do I use sarcasm: cmon, who doesn't? ye ofc I do.
19: What am I listening to right now: kill you- eminem
20: First thing I notice in new person: the eyes
21: Shoe size: 40.. :((
22: Eye color: darkblue... i'd be greeneyed girl if i could choose though.
23: Hair color: brownie buddy!
24: Favourite style of clothing: colorful i think
25: Ever done a prank call?: ohyes!
27: Meaning behind my URL: i am the url.
28: Favourite movie: transformers is a favourite among MANY..
29: Favourite song: i have a hundreds! i think it's a police song at the moment
30: Favourite music genre: alternative rock, hiphop
31: How I feel right now: lonely,no peepz around atm :(
32: Someone I love: elvis our cat:P
33: My current relationship status: single
34: My relationship with my parents: haha yee buddy... what about it.. it aint good, i give you that:P
35: Favourite holiday: halloween's great!
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: i dont have any, but im getting 'em later in life;)
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: i want piercings fucking everywhere it so fucking hot! i wont push-play-pause tattoo, and a nightingale tattoo
38: The reason I joined Tumblr: i wanted to try it..?
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: nah, not really
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: don't have a phone atm.. but when i did there was, yeah.
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: yes sir!
42: When did I last hold hands?: like yesterday
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: hours and hours hunnie..
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: yes sir!
45: Where am I right now?: at school
46: If I were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: it would be brian, kyle, hadjer or ramir.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?:
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: ohyes and the rest of the addamsfamily to -.--.-.-.-.-.--''
49: Am I excited for anything? life!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite gender I can tell everything to? : i don't tell Everything to anyone^^
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: way too often
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: ronja, at twelve or something
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: I wouldn't mind at all if he kisses someone else, but feel like watchin it no
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: yes there is..
55: What is something I disliked about today?: viky not being at school :(
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: eminem
57: What do I think about most?: my dreams of becomg a famous singer
58: What’s my strangest talents: i dont have any strange talents ;p
59: Do I have any strange phobias?:to die alone..
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: behind it!
61: What was the last lie I told?: that i wasn't weeping haha... I didn't play him even if him so. I can't fake tears.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: videochattin' yee
63: Do I believe in aliens?: haha. no.
64: Do I believe in magic?: yep
65: Do I believe in luck?:yes sir!
66: What’s the weather like right now?:shitty..
67: What was the last book I’ve read?: hunger games triology!
68: Something i struggle with everyday: smile
69: Do I have any nicknames?: mysan, mysepysn, mysanjao, mysis
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?: never had one :)
71: Do I spend money or save it?: save it-wise guurl!
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?: naaah
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?: a whole fucking table!
74: Favourite animal?: tiger
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: masturbating haha;)
76: least favorite show existing right now: i dunnooo
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: bhemian rhapsody, whistle(haha, that makes me happy? sounds so wrong..) and 'sexy and i know it by lmfao
78: How can you win my heart?: turn just my swagga on;D
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: nightingale
80: What is my favorite word?: *cursewords
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: whatever
82: Ever had 911 called on you or called 911 yourself?: no sir!
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: yeah ;P
84: something I’m embarrassed to love: love is a strong word. if i love it, y would i be embarrased? exactly.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?: how much i think about you babe;)
86: What is my current phone background picture?: -.-
87: Had sex?: yes sir!
88: Bought condoms?:yes sir!
89: Gotten pregnant?:yes again sir!
90: Failed a class?:yes sir!
91: Kissed a boy?:yes sir!
92: Kissed a girl?: uh, yeah sir;p
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?: awww, yes i have..<3
94: Had job?: yes i Had. Had.
95: Left the house without my wallet?: haha yeah bro
96: Bullied someone on the internet?: no definately not, that aint cool!
97: Had sex in public?: haha yes and i aint even bullshittin you;p
98: Played on a sports team?: yes, soccer
99: Smoked weed?: uuh maybe
100: Did drugs: yeah
101: Smoked cigarettes?: no i have not, swear to god!
102: Drank alcohol?: yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?: hell no.
104: Been overweight?: naah i don't think so
105: Been underweight?: kinda
106: Been to a wedding?: yep
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?: yep
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?: ohyes!
109: Been outside my home country?: noo.............:(
110: Gotten my heart broken?: pfft, i dont have a heart. Ok yes, it's been broken.
111: Been to a professional sports game?: no, and im not sorry either
112: Broken a bone?: nah
113: Cut myself?: when i was like 7, actually yeah.. that's just sick
114: Been to prom?: noo
115: Been in airplane?:no :(( i wanna belong in the sky..!
116: Fly by helicopter?: naah
117: What concerts have I been to?: none :((
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? nah
119: Learned another language: ainglais
120: Wore make up?: ha no bro !
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?: so you could say
122: Had oral sex?: now that's a little too personal
123: Dyed my hair?: yeah
124: Voted in a presidential election?: noo
125: Rode in an ambulance?: yep!
126: Had a surgery?: no
127: Met someone famous?: hello, it's me? I am famous G'damnit;)!
128: Stalked someone on a social network?: hahah naah ;)
129: Peed outside?: hahah yes
130: Been fishing?: ofc i have.. i live in the woods
131: Helped with charity?: naah
132: Been rejected by a crush?: ohyes i have!
133: Broken a mirror?: no
134: What do I want for birthday?: a cake! cake a bake fo me1
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? i dont want kids.. but kids names , a million! like, reneé, iris, hailie, Chris, Peter, paige, johnny
136: Was I named after anyone?: ah, haven't asked.
137: What I’m doing right now: answering questions, aint that the obvious?
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?: A barbie i think
139: Favourite Tv Show?: big bang theory
140: Where do I want to live when older?: Everywhere but this hellhole!
141: Play any musical instrument?: i just sing.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?: one on my hand, when i stabbed myself with a pen when i was little
143: Favourite pizza toping?: idkk
144: Am I afraid of the dark?:honestly, no
145: Am I afraid of heights?: yes kinda
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?: haha yeahh..
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?:yep
148: What I’m really bad at: Math!
149: What my greatest achievments are: living!
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: she said, and im quting: ''the only reason you got born was that when your mom was off to buy condoms, the liquor store happend on the right side of the street''
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery: travel!
82: Ever had 911 called on you or called 911 yourself?: no sir!
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: yeah ;P
84: something I’m embarrassed to love: love is a strong word. if i love it, y would i be embarrased? exactly.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?: how much i think about you babe;)
86: What is my current phone background picture?: -.-
87: Had sex?: yes sir!
88: Bought condoms?:yes sir!
89: Gotten pregnant?:yes again sir!
90: Failed a class?:yes sir!
91: Kissed a boy?:yes sir!
92: Kissed a girl?: uh, yeah sir;p
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?: awww, yes i have..<3
94: Had job?: yes i Had. Had.
95: Left the house without my wallet?: haha yeah bro
96: Bullied someone on the internet?: no definately not, that aint cool!
97: Had sex in public?: haha yes and i aint even bullshittin you;p
98: Played on a sports team?: yes, soccer
99: Smoked weed?: uuh maybe
100: Did drugs: yeah
101: Smoked cigarettes?: no i have not, swear to god!
102: Drank alcohol?: yes
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?: hell no.
104: Been overweight?: naah i don't think so
105: Been underweight?: kinda
106: Been to a wedding?: yep
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?: yep
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?: ohyes!
109: Been outside my home country?: noo.............:(
110: Gotten my heart broken?: pfft, i dont have a heart. Ok yes, it's been broken.
111: Been to a professional sports game?: no, and im not sorry either
112: Broken a bone?: nah
113: Cut myself?: when i was like 7, actually yeah.. that's just sick
114: Been to prom?: noo
115: Been in airplane?:no :(( i wanna belong in the sky..!
116: Fly by helicopter?: naah
117: What concerts have I been to?: none :((
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? nah
119: Learned another language: ainglais
120: Wore make up?: ha no bro !
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?: so you could say
122: Had oral sex?: now that's a little too personal
123: Dyed my hair?: yeah
124: Voted in a presidential election?: noo
125: Rode in an ambulance?: yep!
126: Had a surgery?: no
127: Met someone famous?: hello, it's me? I am famous G'damnit;)!
128: Stalked someone on a social network?: hahah naah ;)
129: Peed outside?: hahah yes
130: Been fishing?: ofc i have.. i live in the woods
131: Helped with charity?: naah
132: Been rejected by a crush?: ohyes i have!
133: Broken a mirror?: no
134: What do I want for birthday?: a cake! cake a bake fo me1
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? i dont want kids.. but kids names , a million! like, reneé, iris, hailie, Chris, Peter, paige, johnny
136: Was I named after anyone?: ah, haven't asked.
137: What I’m doing right now: answering questions, aint that the obvious?
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?: A barbie i think
139: Favourite Tv Show?: big bang theory
140: Where do I want to live when older?: Everywhere but this hellhole!
141: Play any musical instrument?: i just sing.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?: one on my hand, when i stabbed myself with a pen when i was little
143: Favourite pizza toping?: idkk
144: Am I afraid of the dark?:honestly, no
145: Am I afraid of heights?: yes kinda
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?: haha yeahh..
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?:yep
148: What I’m really bad at: Math!
149: What my greatest achievments are: living!
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: she said, and im quting: ''the only reason you got born was that when your mom was off to buy condoms, the liquor store happend on the right side of the street''
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery: travel!
152: What do I like about myself:i shit on you!
153: My closest Tumblr friend: vikyy
154: Something I fantasise about: getting in a serious relationship
155: Any question you’d like?: fuck you, this took some time..........
153: My closest Tumblr friend: vikyy
154: Something I fantasise about: getting in a serious relationship
155: Any question you’d like?: fuck you, this took some time..........
yaoo homiezz
Elvis's back in tha muthafuckin' buiiildiiiiiing!!
nah, sry ma bad.
if you wanna listen to some dope/noob/retarded/wannabe/stillcool music, then you go check out hopsin right away!
black eminem wit white contacts... im in luuv <3
nah, sry ma bad.
if you wanna listen to some dope/noob/retarded/wannabe/stillcool music, then you go check out hopsin right away!
black eminem wit white contacts... im in luuv <3
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Friday, December 6, 2013
Don't ask for honesty if you not sure you can handle the truth.
I don't want this to end fucked up... Sry im dishonest with you, but my secrets belong with me and if i'd let you in my head just like that, this would be more than the material part. If you get to know me then I won't be able to leave. And i will never fucking tolerate that you let me go if i need ya.
Im fucking sry that I ever looked your way, cuz now I cant look away. What we have is a good thing though but all good things come to an end you know
Right now im not a big girl. Right now i can't put a fake smile on.
It's five years between you and I, so you don't get to expect shit from me. You can't expect me to be as 'matture' as you are.
Imma be honest for a sake.. I think about you way too much. I'm not a very loving person. I've been in love like once. Im not afraid i'd fall in love with you, im just afraid i'd like you bit more than necessary.
Cant believe im sittin here writing this emotional shit. You couldn't care less about me. I get that im just a little bitch in your eyes, I dont mind it. Im so mad right now.. Get here now so i can punch to the ground bitch! I don't fucking need you, i don't fucking need anybody. I'm always better fo alone.
think of me @ night before u go to sleep....
Someone told me that if you believe that you're the most beautiful
person that's ever walked the earth, you're Beautiful.
Here's my attempt to be a beautyqueen:
yeah, puure beauty..
Thursday, December 5, 2013
halla at me homies!
nothing to write about, sooo... if you see dis, go ahead, ask me some questions! ;) i don't mind bitches or haters, they make us all famous..
for so long.. peace &love!
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
okay, just cus i can't sleep.
You might know serious shit about me or my long lost family,but do you really know me? think twice.
I look at all these happy couples holding hands, kissing, giving eachother that special smile loving ones do. I don't really want a one night stand or a slut, I just wanna be near someone. Can't i have just a cuddle-relationship with some guy? no sex, just cuddle? no, 'course i can't, cuz all they want is to screw you. End of story.
"!"#¤%&/()(&¤"#¤%&/ AAAAARRRRGHHHHH. Im sick and fucking tired of being someone's lil' bitch, i want to be someones fucking everything, i wanna make an inprint on someone i love the same way back. just... FUCK IT. FUCK YOU, AND YOU AND... UH, YES, U2.
oh, breaking news? haven't been to ma's grave since i was like 9, and appearantly her last name's not edström - it was lövgren. I realized that when i saw this photo on my sister's blog:
my choice tends to be taken all the time.
My was raging dawg coz she got the vietnam -flashback... She say she's sry.
to all the happy ppl.. with really nice lives.
who dont know what it's like to ba broke as fuck.
you bitches want a piece?
Im a stan, y'all recognize! he's a fkn king, tupac's passed. America has a black president, it's fine ok? Pac knew how to put words, he had many wise words. Dear mama? ye, that's cute. He reeeaaaally loved his mother. We get it. Alot of ppl relate to that song because they really looooove their ma.
Me and em is two of the unhappy kids brought to the world by a woman who didnt give a flyin fuck. And we've both been abused by our mothers so... Suprise, i don't support 'dear mama' or tupac.
You know it. Two words, one finger.
Ooooohyeah dude, fuck you and evry single shit about you.
Me and my girlfriend? it's gettin old bby.
Monday, December 2, 2013
pretty little liars.
i can be so mean when i wanna be, I am capable of really anything. I can cut you into peaces when my heart is broken
Yo! sry, im just venting the system. I got to grips with one thing: i used to be really sick. And i mean sick like i hurt someone really bad, letterly backstabbed him. or more like it, i cut him. He was ok with it, we fought a lot and he knew i was sick. He forgave me right away. I managed to overcome the worst pain. And now, when he's long gone, it's all coming back to me. I'm becoming sick again.
By sick, i mean temper-temper, a bitch with no limits. Like outta ma mind-crazy and just awful.
I'll just keep prayin, but in my house, under our roof, things will be not that pretty.
Funhouse!
if you suffer from nightmares too, then i Feel You.
Ok, coughing right now..*slut*
I get that you put 2 girls on the shelf.. kinda hard to do four girls at the same time haaaha!
It's not that im upset, it's just that i didn't picture three girls.. and then there was me, so he thought he couldn't keep up with 4 girls or what? If i was him i'd do it ;P
I digg this dude, he's definately hakuna matata on life hahah!
so while im trying(or not trying) to study for this german test tomorrow, im gigglin a little about this
It's not that im upset, it's just that i didn't picture three girls.. and then there was me, so he thought he couldn't keep up with 4 girls or what? If i was him i'd do it ;P
I digg this dude, he's definately hakuna matata on life hahah!
so while im trying(or not trying) to study for this german test tomorrow, im gigglin a little about this
Friday, November 29, 2013
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
So i say.. thank you fo' tha music!
I don't get these lame folks pickin on me cus i listen to old music... I listen to music cus it's good, not because it's new, kay? So what sort of music do i listen to....? i listen to hip hop, RnB, oldschool pop like beatles, abba,but also today's crapy maistream pop like one direction. I like country, so i listen to brad paisley and tobey ketih(and NO, not taylor swift, cus she aint coutry) and ofc,johnny cash!
I do love oldschool rock also, like rolling stones, ccr,elvis etc. And also, heavy metaaal. And for those who don't know, heavy metal aint 'screaming music with fast drums', (like in flames)
heavy metal is music like kiss, twisted sisters, basically all rock during 70s and 80's. And alternative rock, ohlord i love it! alternative is these 00-and forward rock bands who aren't that heavy- like paramore, foo fighters and so on. What do i listen to the most? Alternative rock and hip hop, for sure.
I do love oldschool rock also, like rolling stones, ccr,elvis etc. And also, heavy metaaal. And for those who don't know, heavy metal aint 'screaming music with fast drums', (like in flames)
heavy metal is music like kiss, twisted sisters, basically all rock during 70s and 80's. And alternative rock, ohlord i love it! alternative is these 00-and forward rock bands who aren't that heavy- like paramore, foo fighters and so on. What do i listen to the most? Alternative rock and hip hop, for sure.
A man of words.. r.i.p
greatest rapper alive- he's the king of the game.
he's elvis: elvis bacame dominant in a what was
black music at his time.
eminem shreds the alphabet,
no nigga's ever gon do what he's done to the game.
parawhore!
y'all be fangirling daaawg now, right? ;)
Ok, imma be honest.. I miss ya daddy.
Just met my sister on the street, and appearantly, she's pregnant... she's 25.
I don't mind, it's just i haven't met her in yeeeaarz. Makes me sad, I miss lotta things 'bout my sisters and brothers. Anywayzz, it made me think of daddiee.. I spent so much time on raging over that he left me, i forgot how much i miss him. Haven't met him since i was like... 8, 9? dunno..
However.. that was his choice. His loss. And we won't reunite ever, if he's not begging for it, which isn't gon' happen.
I don't mind, it's just i haven't met her in yeeeaarz. Makes me sad, I miss lotta things 'bout my sisters and brothers. Anywayzz, it made me think of daddiee.. I spent so much time on raging over that he left me, i forgot how much i miss him. Haven't met him since i was like... 8, 9? dunno..
However.. that was his choice. His loss. And we won't reunite ever, if he's not begging for it, which isn't gon' happen.
And so, a wellknown song from my saviour, hero, the only dude in my life
I wish he was my dad, cuz even though
he's faaar away from hailie, he still keeps contact, loves her, cares...
daddy's lil' gurl stay's fighter
cus fighters keeps on fighting.
Monday, November 25, 2013
Sunday, November 24, 2013
throwback, sundayfundayy!
I just chatted a lil' wit mah homeboys anton, masken 'le swegboi' and gioroudiie ;)))
these guys sure know how to make a lady laugh! And you know what they say..''if you can make a girl laugh you can make her do anything''
oh and ye, throwback in my ears:
crank that, -07, right? that's nearly 7 years ago, I was 11 years old by that time!
omg, gettin' old i guess...
peace n luuuv to ma beasties out there!
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
mc hammerfly, and i embrace that!
We all have our dreams. I'm a slower than most ppl, like peter pan, I aint' ever gon grow up.
Like most girls, when i was little i wanted to become a singer, a superstar. And since im so peter pan-ish i never let go of that dream. I want the money, the fame, the fans, all of it! i know once u get in that business it's hard to get out, but i want to work with music.
That's the only thing i wanna do with mi lyfe... haha this is embarassing as fuck^^
Like most girls, when i was little i wanted to become a singer, a superstar. And since im so peter pan-ish i never let go of that dream. I want the money, the fame, the fans, all of it! i know once u get in that business it's hard to get out, but i want to work with music.
That's the only thing i wanna do with mi lyfe... haha this is embarassing as fuck^^
ok, i think you get it;)
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
she's still alive 'n' bitchin'
Dis mornin on the bus I was very much... a bitch haha..
the 2 seats behing me were empty, so I just laid back and put my seat down. The next stop 2 girls got on the bus and they tried to make me put my seat up, but i listened to music and just smiled with eyes closed, like i didn't here 'em. one of em had to squeeze her way in behind my seat and i could here 'em talkin shit back there, and it almost got me laughin'..
the 2 seats behing me were empty, so I just laid back and put my seat down. The next stop 2 girls got on the bus and they tried to make me put my seat up, but i listened to music and just smiled with eyes closed, like i didn't here 'em. one of em had to squeeze her way in behind my seat and i could here 'em talkin shit back there, and it almost got me laughin'..
Everyone should act a little shady on society sometimes!
it's hilarious- try it!
Monday, November 18, 2013
there's a slim shady in all of us.
em's music is my fkn salvatiooon... stan fo lyfe ^^
anywayz, last night was kinda random i woke in the middle of the night and got dressed, i went to the kitchen and realized it wasn't morning. And i dreamt the strangest dreams... A good friend of mine was lifting me in his arms and he was going to bury me, and i wasn't fighting it. I trust this guy, i let him do pretty much anything to me ¨cuz i just can't say no... And i Hate it. I normally have some selfcontrol but with him that part is different, dunno why.
anywayz, last night was kinda random i woke in the middle of the night and got dressed, i went to the kitchen and realized it wasn't morning. And i dreamt the strangest dreams... A good friend of mine was lifting me in his arms and he was going to bury me, and i wasn't fighting it. I trust this guy, i let him do pretty much anything to me ¨cuz i just can't say no... And i Hate it. I normally have some selfcontrol but with him that part is different, dunno why.
anywayz, Love n Peace!
I'll alwayz slay 'em
imma blow him one last kiss.., have to get my life straight up now. I will get fkn apartment, it'll take some time so i have no time messing shit up with him. I'll maybe drop a text on my 18th birthday or something. Don't do nothing stupid 'til then, stay out of trouble. If u don't get uself into any relationsh*t and don't get caught with any business, i might be down to it again.
keep rockin!
keep rockin!
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Wild Ones!
So my monkeybusiness is workin as planned.. can't believe it.. im one mean peace of meat hahaha.
anyways, yesterday i went to the gym and slayed some calories! me n' dad killed it the sack and then there was some retarded skeletonguy who came in and whenever i went in the room his eyes where on my ass nonstop. That's not flattering, that's just annoying...
I grew up with this song, and wathcin' this video today makes me laugh so hard i almost choke..! Van Halen's just so damn gay!
JUMP!
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
halla at a homie!
I now got my guy in my right pocket.., he's forbidden but i dunt givashii.. and I mean he's forbidden and by that i mean like fkn engaged. It's a long story but what we do is the right thing to do, im just borrowing him. He'll break up with her, im sure now. And when he asks for me i'll be like ' watcha say?' *flippin hair*
omg, this gon be so much fun...
I still kill!
sometimes we have to die an awful death so we can live an awesome life.
So today, instead of going to ånäset, im off to town and maybe to see C.
hahaha 'see c'. my humor.
anyways im listening to this worthless song, 'et' by katy perry.. lately i've been listening to so much mainstream crap... i don't usually do that, cus im into oldschool shii but anyways:
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
it aint over 'til i say it's over
I just got free ice cream! i got to 'til eight o'clock and this week in school i so chill... also, me n my homegirls will spend more time 2gether than we have in like a year. Maybe i'll trick 'em into dyin mah haiir.. hehe.
right now im lost in ze old days. I miss my boys n girls, i miss the stupid things we did, aint ever gon be a crew like us! lotsa' luv to mah lost boys, cus i know you moving with you lives but non of us will ever forget. Most of all, i my guy Kyle..
I recently got myself a flirtationship with uhh.. let's just call him C.
He's a great fella and the more i denie myself to be with him, the more i feel like i just have to see him.. And the crazy part is how he is just like my guy, Kyle.
It's a mess, aint it? well, byebye whatever sweetie's readin this depressing shii! <3
I was the better person coz I surrendered to her, she won and all she ever did was wreck my baby's heart. Fuck that bitch
Monday, November 11, 2013
He's so good I didn't even notice....
I got an early weekend, it started friday. Me 'n' los familia went to pite havsbad. I appreciated it, i'd find miself chillin' in the hotelroom, eating or sleepin' and well, niiiice.
back to reality, im better now. i'll fail drivers license, sry pap's but i'll get it next year. sucks.
So.. funfunfuuun, kill me right away, im sleepy.. cus i got up @ 4.00 a.m!
back to reality, im better now. i'll fail drivers license, sry pap's but i'll get it next year. sucks.
So.. funfunfuuun, kill me right away, im sleepy.. cus i got up @ 4.00 a.m!
#werock #wildchild #IcanRelate
...or is it just me, not paying very much attention? dunno.
Thursday, November 7, 2013
RAGEQUIT
My headphones are great, really my entire life... they cost me 1000 fkn crouns, and u might just guess what just happend... they just fkn broke!!! i have no phone, no headphones No fkn liiife.... God, their 'aint no words for how mad i am right now. So, dont come close bitchess, cuz my headphones just broke. May not seem like a big deal fo y'all, but they're my life goddamnit! i have no life, im basically dead now.
rest in peaces.
oohgosh.. and i just promised to put a video in every post..
every single tru music freak who gets me here be tearing like babies right now.
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
Yao
im tha cluub high on purp with some shades on
mini skirt with ma j's on #23 #miley #wiz
When i saw this like a month ago i hated it, i tell ya. And i've hated miley but now.. change of mind! for some reason I started to like her and that happend yesterday. Btw, i love bloggin @ blogspot. This is so goddamn good, never regreting it. Since im musicfreak i'll try to put a video in every post.
u wanna know a supersecret? my everyday crush since -09 is appearantly into me. Finally, so happy for him!!
even though it took him like 4-5 years to realize the greatness/awesomeness/power/swag of me ;p
peace out !
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